Oh nooo, Not U again!

the sims 3

2009-07-19T02:06:00.000-07:00

WHY WONT U LET ME PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM FUCKEN GOING CRAZIE IF I DONT PLAY ANYTIME SOOOOON.
I MEAN IT.IMA HURL SOMEONE OFF A CLIFF.HEARING THE THEME SONG PLAYIN EVERYTIME I CALL MY FRIEND WHO"S PLAYIN THE SIMS 3 MAKES ME CRY.I HAVE CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED.I WILL DO ANYTHING,ANYTHING IN ORDER TO PLAY THE SIMS 3 EVEN IF IT MEANS GIVING UP COLOUR GUARDING,OH I WILL! JUST TO PLAY THE SIMS , EVEN FOR A WEEK OH PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.*CRIES*

Tormented

2009-07-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

oh nooo!! its happening again!im feeling tormented again!oh the intensity,it's killing me oh the pain!why oh why i would ask.what is wrong with me?oh i feel so tortured and anguished.the world's takin on me,i need to hide,i cant be around people.i had it with being nihilistic with life..i need to do something but what oh what oh what.suicide's a sin and it hurts but where oh where can i turn to?i'm being tormented and harresed by..my ownself.it's like im my own enemy and i hate myself so much for hating me.its like i have this spilt personality thing goin on.then there's the angel and devil thing goin on too..oh hell yeah i talk to myself..i talk to myself more than i talk to anyone else.but the weirdest thing is i TALK to myself literally.if this goes on im gonna go nuts im gonna go bonkers.oh i swear to mama pearl i will fucking kill ...............
disturbed,troubled and emotionally-challenged i am..i just want to cut chop slit multilate and slashhhhhh something.but not me,i will never hurt myself,never ever..gerard forbids us to <3
why?=( why am i the odd one out?

Alas,it will all fade to black eventually and then,we will all be buried in black.
trapped,lost and locked in a different dimension perhaps a different time pleading ,screaming to be let free...so tormented im not even sure if im sane enough to be insane.

im just left alone to cry ,die and wither.

hardcore!! scrunches face stickin' out my tongue

2009-07-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

dont cha just lala-loveeee the song playin' on my page.dont cha just wanna head bang to it?mhmmm *head bangs*the guitar solo KICKS ASS!!!

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it's always so depressing to find out the age of rockstars...u go around thinking they're what..16 17 18 19?but then they turn out to be 30 31 32..so much for being star-strucked..but aye it doesnt matter right?they're just numbers,haha.mhmm yeahh i like em' pale shy-looking boys.

speaking of pale boys,it reminds me of vampires....rawr...they're the hottest thing on the face of earth.yeah gerard and frank,they're vampires..lol they said it themselves in an interview haha.try pronouncing vampires in a sexy seductive way lol,change the A into an U,try it its soo sexy.dont just go for the usual vampire try vUmpire...growlssss.

quote of the day:blood lust is the new black.

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Are you ready to hit the books?!?
Cant believe i actually started studying for spm!
yeah i started history..and omfg gawd!they dragged tok janggut around kota bharu and hanged his corpse upside down in a wet market!!!?!?like whaaa thaa fcukkk?!?
sorry,just had the urge to say that.

oh-fidgetty.

2009-07-09T00:30:00.000-07:00

alrighty....

video of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD8uQzu0IL0
tim burton's vincent.it's beautiful..its like a new begining of pyshco path.watch how pyshcopathetic cute lil vincent malone is.(best slow motion ever-for reals)

lol,this is really how i spend my days..watching videos on youtube..just melting my butt in the chair watching videos all day long.

quote of the day:Yahee!icky thump!

oh yeah,also my sis-in-law gave birth to a baby boy a few days ago.july 7th 2009 to be exact.and gracious me,he's so handsome!lol.he's like two days old now and healthy.<3
i love him to bitsss!!He's now my favourite nephew.the older one's gettin annoying,she's one year and 6 months old and whiny.but still,she's my favourite neice.

great,a new blog..

2009-07-08T06:45:00.001-07:00

okay so..i had a couple of blogs before this as some of u may know..i had one recently but as usual i forgot the password..not only that,i forgot what email address i used too xD

ahh this is what happens when u age.And again..i dont know what to write..like i said before i am a woman of few words.Lol,i seriously have nothing at all to write but...yeah watever.Like yeah umm,bloggin isnt my thing...but i just gotta have one because everyone has one.

quote of the day:talk to the booty cause the hand's on duty.
(recreation of talk to the hand cause im outta here)

oh yeah,i've always thought fairies were beautiful and gracious until i watched this grotesque video on youtube but i have to say it's pretty awesome..the voice effects and all..yeah im seriously inlove with it..its so...idk..creepy but oh so romantic.(for me at least)

here's the link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuAGIWxQD8s

check it out it's gonna change ur life i promise lol.
oh its life changing oh its hair raising oh its spine chilling
and oh its gonna tear ur skin right off ur bones.

Oh nooo, Not U again!

the sims 3

Tormented

hardcore!! *scrunches face stickin' out my tongue*

oh-fidgetty.

great,a new blog..

hardcore!! scrunches face stickin' out my tongue